Obvious drop of picture quality in this entry because i was behind the camera, woohoo! This is a continuation of my little sugar story from yesterday's entry. The past two months, i decided to go off sugar and processed food. I knew it was going to be hard, so i did it slowly. I stopped drinking bottled water (eg: sodas, flavoured teas and etc) and juices. Once i got off the liquid sugar, i went off baked goods (eg: cupcakes, cakes, pastries and etc) then i went off chocolates and candies (including cereal) and the last thing i went off which to me is the hardest - CHIPS! POTATO CHIPS! My favourite thing in the world to eat is potato chips especially red rock deli honey soy chicken. It worked. i lost 2kg and i felt lighter.
my relapsed started when...i was at a friend's house and we were hungry. All he had was cereal. Fruit loops and Nutri grain. i was being a polite guest and i didnt want to come off as fussy. Erm, no thanks, i dont eat cereal. Do you have anything else? So, i reluctantly had a bowl of Fruit loops which i have to add is one of my favourite cereal after Cookie Crisp. Saying i didnt want it at all would be a lie.
When i got home, i complained to my housemates that i had cereal and it didnt help that while we were sitting around our dining table, Chelsea (housemate #3) was baking cupcakes and frosting them infront of us. She offered us a cupcake to share and it looked really good (she is the baker in the house). I thought you know what, fuck it, i already had a bowl of cereal, today is my cheat day! Yeah, cheat day every day from that day onwards!
We share a communal shelf in the house - mostly alcohol, cereal and chocolates. I had to tell Nyssa (housemate #2) to stop putting chocolates in the communal shelf because i will eat them and yeah, chocolates are kept away from me, in her room. Its been chocolate free for quite sometime until Mike (housemate #5 aka Sugar Police) bought a value pack of Tim Tams.

I have no will power. I blame it on my body and its stupid sugar cravings. i think i deprived my body of sugar from processed food that it started craving for it after i had that bowl of Fruit loops! i scoffed down most of the value pack and left two bars because i felt bad for eating most of them! if not, i would have gladly finished them all. Everytime i took one bar from the shelf, Mike (below) would pass a comment or give me a look - Wtf are you eating? One night we were all hanging out infront of the TV, when Stephen (housemate #8) mentioned a Tim Tam slam. Nyssa and Mike wanted to try it and before they got up. Mike turned to me "I hope you didnt finish all the Tim Tams"

So yesterday i went to Coles to buy my weekly groceries, TIM TAMS WAS ON SALE FOR 4 DOLLARS. i bought them and put them in the communal shelf. I had one bar walking back from Coles to my house and had another one while i cooked dinner (note: weak will power). While i was having dinner infront of the TV, the whole gang comes back from a shopping trip and Mike for some reason decided to go to the communal shelf to take something and of course...
Mike: Yo! Who bought Tim tams? (He is Canadian, i hope it explains his "yo!")
Kay: .....me?
Mike: What? Im disappointed.
Kay: TO BE FAIR, I ONLY HAD ONE (okay, i lied!)
Mike: to be fair... all the junk food in the house is bought by you and Chelsea!
Kay: ........
I honestly dont know what is his deal with my sugar diet but i am super grateful i have someone in the house that hates on me when i eat sugar. Because that following night, i was having my late-night cravings, so i decided to have cereal at 1230pm, when i walked out to the kitchen, Mike was sitting outside at the living room doing his assignment. i walked back in my room. HAHAHAHA!
This is the hardest part, starting the diet again. but i am determined! I am going back to my no sugar diet again starting NOW.